The big day of making up your mind came and gone. And like most of other things in life, we turn over the idea a million times in our minds to ensure its flawless nature before saying, 'OK, there... THAT is my choice.
So from now till then, its just playing the waiting game.
Till it starts, to till it ends...
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Wanted VS Unwanted
There is a certain relief in knowing that someone wants you.
How much of this conscious mind is borne of my insecurities as a human being? How much of this is due to my knowledge that I have failed to 'do my best' in the previous semester? How much of this is a branch of my perfectionistic streak? And how much of it is inwardly reflected universal approval?
Relief. Is it a emotion that is stemmed from mindful and greedy intent to own and conquer or is it satisfaction of the most primitive yearnings?
So many questions and not many answers.
Still I am glad I have projects to reject. Partly greed and partly primitive. I yearn for choice and opinion.
How much of this conscious mind is borne of my insecurities as a human being? How much of this is due to my knowledge that I have failed to 'do my best' in the previous semester? How much of this is a branch of my perfectionistic streak? And how much of it is inwardly reflected universal approval?
Relief. Is it a emotion that is stemmed from mindful and greedy intent to own and conquer or is it satisfaction of the most primitive yearnings?
So many questions and not many answers.
Still I am glad I have projects to reject. Partly greed and partly primitive. I yearn for choice and opinion.
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