There is a certain relief in knowing that someone wants you.
How much of this conscious mind is borne of my insecurities as a human being? How much of this is due to my knowledge that I have failed to 'do my best' in the previous semester? How much of this is a branch of my perfectionistic streak? And how much of it is inwardly reflected universal approval?
Relief. Is it a emotion that is stemmed from mindful and greedy intent to own and conquer or is it satisfaction of the most primitive yearnings?
So many questions and not many answers.
Still I am glad I have projects to reject. Partly greed and partly primitive. I yearn for choice and opinion.
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